My mere ideals were contrary to my faith
The bible teaches us to be men of faith
Yet, my heart could not grasp that fate
I was divided by my burdensome weight
God, can you set me free from my own enemy?
My heart yearned for the generosity of thine grace
The peace that is granted for running the holy race
Yet, my heart was discontented with your ‘false love’
I was often disgruntled with you sitting idly above
God, can you comfort my soul that questions your sovereignty?
Doubts swarmed my mind like a bottomless lake
I feared Matthew 7:21 for my soul’s sake
Will you destroy this lukewarm believer in hate
Severing our patched-up relationship and have me abate
God, can you give me more understanding?
My soul yearns to serve you in holy righteousness
Yet, my body gives into unholy temptation in utter darkness
Will, I ever overcome these shadowy demons
I need your light to shine through me like enlightened beacons
God, can you help me to find comfort in my imperfections?
I was told that my belief in Christ would set me free from captivity
However, my Bluetooth filled mind tends to lose its connectivity
It is difficult to believe in the trinity when I only see in 2D
But God your evidence lives through this world’s natural beauty
God, can you help me in believing?
Even on my doubt-filled days, I desired your presence
Please draw near to me and establish your spiritual essence
Warm my cold heart with your gentle soothing touch
Encompass my spirit with your faith bonding clutch
God, can I ever be made perfect?
Even though I may doubt your existence
Spare my naive mind and lead me to believe in your omnipresence
Allow me to dwell in your tender loving mercy
Give me the faith I need to seek you daily
God, increase my faith so that it won’t ever waver so frailly.
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